Saturday, August 11, 2007

Just Say No

I read that the warring HD-DVD and Blu-Ray have made exclusive deals with different movie studios to bring blockbusters out in only one format this Christmas, and will slash the price of their players to give consumers an incentive to buy one format or the other.

JUST SAY NO.

We, the consumer, should just say we aren't going to fall for that crap and make them slash the prices on players that can play BOTH formats. (It's probably not feasible to make them "settle on a format, already!").

Can anyone say BETA vs. VHS? Let's learn from that mess.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Friday Snippet, August 10, 2007

This is a piece I wrote at the beginning of the year. Then a huge event happened in my life--one of those life-changing ones that you never see coming. I just can't seem to take up the threads of this story again. I'm a different person than I was then. Maybe some day--but even then, the story will be different.

Short synopsis: Shanda has been sold by her father to some traders, who bring her to a forest and set up camp. A dark figure shows up in her dream, frightening her. She wakes up to find herself alone and the traders gone. She attempts to leave the forest but finds she keeps circling back to the same camp.


Obviously, she couldn’t get away from this place. Some magic was at work—something she couldn’t figure out how to fight. That left only one action. To face her fear—to face the one who kept her from leaving. The very thought made her insides knot. And night had nearly fallen. Something told her that he was strongest at night.

Lurching to her feet, Shanda went to the campfire and kicked at the embers, trying to find a live coal. She found an answering spark. Snatching at twigs, she knelt and carefully nursed a small flame from the embers. Once she had the fire going and a supply of windfall to keep it fed, Shanda took a half-burned branch and scratched a circle in the dirt around the campfire, containing her and the campfire inside. The branch left behind soot and ash, defining a crisp, clear circumference.

Shanda had seen the village wise woman draw a like circle many times. For protection, she’d said. She clutched her grandmother’s cross in her hand and stared out at the gathering shadows. Shanda realized she trusted her grandmother’s loyalty and devotion to that cross more than she did some circle in the dirt.

When night pressed against the confines of the circle, he came.

“Who are you?” she said. “What do you want?”

He walked toward her and the firelight fell on his face, illuminating his features. She trembled at the beauty and the cruelty she saw there. No kindness, not a spark of humanity, softened the glittering edges of his perfection.

He surveyed her from head to foot. Shanda felt exposed and raw, bared before his gaze like a sacrificial lamb. She shivered. He tried to cross the circle, and paused, watching her. He looked down at the sharply defined circumference and a half smile touched his mouth.

She stood straight and defiant and held the cross at arm’s length, between him and her heart, like the old stories she’d heard her grandmother tell of the valkans that walked the night and were only driven away by the devotion and purity in their intended victim.

He saw the cross and smiled no longer.

“Throw that away.” He spoke for the first time, and his voice hurt her head, the ringing command in it causing her arm and hand to tremble as if she held a great weight.

Shanda almost did his bidding, but caught herself in time. She took a fresh grip on the cross.

“No,” she said, grim. “It is mine, and I will hold it.”

For the barest second, inhuman rage sat on his features, then smoothed away as if it had never been.

“Do you think this circle in the dirt and a piece of metal will hold me back if I desire to have you? You, who cannot even prevent your own father from selling you to the highest bidder?”

Tears welled in her eyes. To have someone else know her shame—that gave unexpected sharpness to her pain.

“I can help you,” he said softly. “Is it your wish to see your father pay for what he did to you? Just say the word and he will suffer every day for the rest of his short life.”

Her hand sagged, and the cross with it. Did she want her father to pay for what he had done? She realized she did. The thought that she could make him hurt –yes. A part of her responded to that promise.

“You see?” he said. “You have hatred in your heart and you do not deserve to hold that cross in your hand. Throw it away, and let me give you what you want.”

Despair touched her with spectral fingers. Maybe he was right. How could she even hold that cross while her heart was so stained with rage against her father?

“Yes, you see how unworthy you are. Stop fighting a lost battle and surrender to me, girl.”

In the space of one breath to the next, motion ceased, awaiting her decision. In that small space, she heard her mother crying. The sound was as full of raw pain and despair as anything she now felt. Shanda’s vision cleared and she saw that he leaned toward her, within touching distance.

Alarmed, her hand flashed up to push him away, the cross still in her fingers. When the silver touched him as her hand pushed against his chest, he screamed, high and shrill.

Pain, terrible pain in her hand. Fire and molten heat.

Shanda screamed along with him, her hand feeling as if it had fused to a hot bar of metal. For what seemed an eternity, they stood, locked in their separate agony. Then, with a wrench that spilled her on her ground, he was gone.

Musical Madness

I play the piano and the guitar--the latter, not well. Lately, I've taken up the Irish Feadog. It's a simple whistle, in the key of D, and I like the way it sounds. Well, Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star sounds good on it anyway. (grin)

Music has always been a part of my life in some way. I remember going to church with my family and listening to my mother sing and play the piano. She still does, though her lupus makes it hard for her. I guess, surrounded by that kind of environment, it was inevitable that I'd play and sing, too.

Music has been my second love--and playing an instrument is an exercise in letting the subconscious work while your public mind is busy with the notes. Music makes me relax and work out a problem and helps put me in the mood to write.

As a side benefit, that whistle is improving my breathing. You got to keep your breath slow and controlled to produce the sound you want. Now, if I could only play Beethoven on it....

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

A Writer's Show

If I'd recommend a current show for writers to watch, it would be "On the Lot."

I try to spend as little time watching tv as I can, but I find these budding directors' films instructive---they must pack a cohesive story into just a few minutes of film---a short story on screen. It's been interesting to see what works for the audience and what doesn't. Obviously, print is different, but not by much.

As a writer, I can learn something from watching their successes and failures. Watching has nothing to do with the show being enjoyable, of course. (wink)

Monday, August 6, 2007

Manic Monday

Not.

It's hot. No, it's cracks-in-the-dirt, egg-frying-on-the-sidewalk, blast-furnace hot. And I hope nobody who lives in the Southwest reads this, 'cause I don't like to be one-upped. (grin)

When it's this hot, nobody moves faster than a slow plod, and God help you if you get in the way of their plod. People vie to be the fastest temper on the draw. So Monday ain't manic, it's oh crap another day of triple digits, that's what it is.

In the spirit of true trivia, six months ago the temp barely hovered above zero. Ah, the joys of Midwest living!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Wildass Dreams

Holly Lisle is the most amazing person. Check out this dream of Holly's. The August 4 entry.

Her dream is similar to the one I had for creating my own magazine for the kinds of stories that I like reading--Sword & Sorcery, space opera, adventure fantasy, old-time-wonder SF. I let my nine-to-five get in the way of that vision, and I'm not sure I have the courage to change my direction now, but I sure can admire the people who do have the guts to go for what they dream about.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Sea Change

Since I spend more of my time here than on my own website and my old blog, I might as well make this my main site. Now it will be more than just a blog for snippets. Blogger is much more user friendly than Yahoo 360. I feel way more comfortable blogging than I did just a few short months ago, and I wanted more versatility in what I put on my blog.